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Emma
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Hello~

My name is Emma.
I am 16, and have an amazing loving boyfriend who means the world to me :)
I love Oblivion, Skyrim, FFXI (Final Fantsy games) And Bioschock (which i suck at, but still love to play with my bff)
I play Bass Guitar, Piano, Alto Saxophone...and yeah dats it i think.
I am mostly a writer, so that is what this account is for.
I live in Canada and I'm in 10th grade! Oh the joys of highschool XD

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***Stuff about me***


Name: Emma
Age: 14
Sex: Female
Height: 5'1
Hair Color: Blond with white
Eye Color: Blue ^^


***My Favorite stuff***


Color: Purple
Hair Style: Emo
Soda: Pepsi
Alchoholic Beverage: Nahhhh XD psshh
Store: Forever 21
Mall:I like them all.
State: New York. (But favorite province in Canada is British Columbia)
Animal: Cats, dogs, and Dik Diks <3
Music: LOVE IT!
Song: Icon For Hire - Get Well
Band/Artist: Black Veil Brides, Anarbor, New politics, Icon for Hire, and Sleeping With Sirens, and a lot more
Website: Facebook, fanfiction.net and DA


***Random Stuff***


What do you do on your spare time?: Listen to Music or go on Youtube for hours and hours doing nothing...
What do you wish you had more time for?: SLEEP!!
Whats your usual clothing style?: I don't know XD. What ever looks good I guess ^^.
Whats your usual hair style?: In my Da ID above.
What are you wearing?: Skinny Jeans, blue shirt.
Are you single or taken? : Single.
Who would you die for?: My family and everything that I truely believe in.
What do you think of one night stands?: LOLOLOL
Who's your best friend?: Robyn!!
How long have you been friends?: Since third grade
How did you and your best friend meet?: First day of school.
Do you have any pets?: A cat named Shadow and a fish named Prussia
If yes, how many? 2
What is your future Job?: Hairstylist. I also want to write though.
Do you plan on getting married?: NO LOL.
Do you plan on having kids?: NO LOL.
How old did you wish you were?: Hmm... 16.
If you were to be anywhere right now, where would you be?: Robyn's house.
Why?: She has a cool family and she's my Best Friend.


:iconchuuuplz: My works in progress :iconchuuuplz:

1. Bvb -Zombie Apocalypse Ch. 8 :iconbluebulletplz: In progress
2. Reprise Prologue and Ch. 1 :iconbluebulletplz: Possibility*
3. Other Bvb Fanfiction :iconbluebulletplz: Possibility
4. Bvb/Silent Hill - Reprise - Ch.3 :iconbluebulletplz: Soon ^^
5.Dragon/quest/adventure story plot? :iconbluebulletplz: WAT?

OH GOD. WHY IS IT SO HARD? WHY CANT I WRITE 50 STORIES AT ONCE *cry*


SOME QUOTES~


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"Reverse petting zoo. You pet the animals, and they pet you back." - Andy Biersack

"Everything happens for a reason and although it may not seem like it sometimes, you are exactly where you should be. Make the best of it." - CC

"Yeah Jake and Jinxx play guitars, Andy sings, I run around topless and play for the ladies." - Ashley Purdy

"When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things." ~ Andy Biersack

"No matter how much you've worked so hard to be as successful as you are, there will always be those ignorant haters who don't understand."- Jinxx

"If you build it, you can unbuild it." - Jake Pitts
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Hey guys

So this is probably going to be a weird kinda-non-specific type of personal rant, so feel free not to read since it will be more like a diary entry. I just needed to get my feelings out... Because I'm super confused.

Idk there is so much going on right now, and I feel crazy. I feel super torn between things that I want to say and bring up with people, but I am super scared to, or feel like it might make things worse. I'm not sure if I'm right, but I think that the fact that I'm scared to talk to someone about something specific is proof that I should, since I have been thinking of what to say for like three weeks now...

I know that it isn't something that I can just let go of, and I think that we need to talk it out rationally. Its just I don't know if they will let that happen. but what I need to do is stay completely calm, and factual. That is how he thinks, even if I tend to think a bit more emotionally (ex. I say, "I feel" a lot), more easily. I know that we are on completely different sides of the issue, but i honestly cannot see how we are. He is the last person who I ever thought I would have to have this problem with :/ I wish I didn't cave in the last time we talked about it, and waver in what I thought was right, or normal. I guess I was a bit scared that he would think i was a crazy girl, ironically. I really should have stuck to my morals, and I think that is what is really eating me alive. I think that is what is creeping up in my mind so often everyday, 97 times a day, every time we spend a wonderful day together. I just am a bit disappointed in myself for listening to another person who told me that I was being childish stand up for what I believe in so strongly, simply because they didn't think that specific issue was of significance, which I honestly cannot understand coming from them, and that, I believe, is what is eating me alive.


I know that I always get a feeling in my stomach, when I know deep down that something that is wrong, and I need to stick with it, and trust it. I need to stand up and fight for what is needed, and no matter who tells me, or any other person, that their fight is in vain, or does not matter, or will not make any difference in the long-run, or something along the lines of "so why not just forget about it", I need to remember why this is so important to me in the first place. I need to remember who I am, and what I am really capable of.

This is kind of breaking my heart, and its terrible, because I don't want to be so terrified of talking to him about this. I know that I buckle every time we talk about it because I don't want to seem too... I don't know, crazy, or pushy I guess. It feels like no matter how sweetly I try to speak on this, he gets offended and fights every tiny detail, and I'm really scared that I wont have a good explanation for every question he shoots at me to trip me up... It honestly doesn't help that I have been feeling so inarticulate lately, and like a say everything in the wrong way... It seriously adds to the pressure that I am feeling.

If you are so afraid of a name, that you would turn away all that the good that it could potentially stand for, then that is one of the exact reason of why we need this name. The negative connotations that come along with it, are proof that it needs to exist.

I love him so so so much, I just cannot see the logic in any of this.

I'd say I'm really sorry, but I don't know if anyone had the patience to read all of that, which would mean nothing to anyone but me.. xD

If you did, intense brownie points from me lol
  • Listening to: The Kills
  • Reading: SCIENCE TEXTBOOOK
  • Watching: Physics
  • Playing: Electricity
  • Eating: Bio
  • Drinking: Chemistry
Wow, so I just realized that with what my mark in Science now, if i do kinda well on my Final on the 15th, I can still pass that G10 class.
I literally am just so happy to realize that it is possible, I have been freaking out so bad. Now it is time to study day and night, and learn as much as I possibly can to be ready for this. Oh my god... it feels so good to know that I might not have to retake this class *sigh*
I didnt think I could and now, I HAVE to since its possible!! lol.

Cheer for me guys!!! I need moral support, I almost had a breakdown XD

Bye guys!!

Oh myy god im happy
  • Listening to: The Kills
  • Reading: SCIENCE TEXTBOOOK
  • Watching: Physics
  • Playing: Electricity
  • Eating: Bio
  • Drinking: Chemistry
    Hey you guys!

So I havent been around for a long while, but I'm back!
I thought that its about time for an update, and along with that, I just wanna say as a side note that I'm going to start with some updates on my deviations soon, I'm hoping at least. ^^

Okay, but back to what I wanted to say in the first place! I have started highschool this september, and I joined band playing Alto Sax~ I'm hoping to get my skill level up high enough to eventually join Jazz Band. I know that it would be really hard, especially at first, but I feel like I would, and certainly could rise to the occasion. You know, because I am a beast.. ;)

AND OH SHHHHHH. Since I am an overachieving band nerd, I just haddd to join all 10-1 classes, and upon switching into English -1... I was switched into Mr. Driscoll's class. Now... Its hard to explain just how bad this teacher is... but I shall try my damnest. Okay.. so first of all, he is middle aged, and EXTREMELY BITTER lol. He is always trashing his daughter in class, and young people in general, so I don't know why he became a teacher in the first place. SECOND: all he does is talk about and complain about how no one should ever become a Highschool English teacher because it is terrible and will suck the life out of you. Like really? Quit then loser. Like staaaap. He also talks about how reading our essays are painful. Like.... STAAAAAAP. PLZ. So rude.. And then he talks about his 'experiences of online dating'. No offense, but that is the last thing a room full of unrelated high school kids want to hear from their high school English professor .

AND OKAY, OKAY.. He isnt ALL bad. But really, he shows favrotism, and tries to intimidate people. Its just so dick. Like he was talking through our mid-terms..Like REALLY? And then I know that he will try to make me feel stupid once I get my essay back, and so I get nervous, and write badly.. Its so dick. So dick.. Its one of the main reasons that I kind fear writing now X( I feel like everything is bad that I write, or any of my ideas lack. That's one of the reasons that I am actually back now. I need to get my artistic confidence back, and I certainly intend to soon.

I just gotta remember that he is dick. And I shouldn't let negativity get to me. so yeahh.. sorry about all of the venting to you guys, but I just have to get all of this out before I go to class and flip a desk lol.

So yeah... see you guys soooooon <3
  • Listening to: Skrillex/Atmosphere
  • Watching: My Boyfriend play COD with his lil brother
Hey guys

So this is probably going to be a weird kinda-non-specific type of personal rant, so feel free not to read since it will be more like a diary entry. I just needed to get my feelings out... Because I'm super confused.

Idk there is so much going on right now, and I feel crazy. I feel super torn between things that I want to say and bring up with people, but I am super scared to, or feel like it might make things worse. I'm not sure if I'm right, but I think that the fact that I'm scared to talk to someone about something specific is proof that I should, since I have been thinking of what to say for like three weeks now...

I know that it isn't something that I can just let go of, and I think that we need to talk it out rationally. Its just I don't know if they will let that happen. but what I need to do is stay completely calm, and factual. That is how he thinks, even if I tend to think a bit more emotionally (ex. I say, "I feel" a lot), more easily. I know that we are on completely different sides of the issue, but i honestly cannot see how we are. He is the last person who I ever thought I would have to have this problem with :/ I wish I didn't cave in the last time we talked about it, and waver in what I thought was right, or normal. I guess I was a bit scared that he would think i was a crazy girl, ironically. I really should have stuck to my morals, and I think that is what is really eating me alive. I think that is what is creeping up in my mind so often everyday, 97 times a day, every time we spend a wonderful day together. I just am a bit disappointed in myself for listening to another person who told me that I was being childish stand up for what I believe in so strongly, simply because they didn't think that specific issue was of significance, which I honestly cannot understand coming from them, and that, I believe, is what is eating me alive.


I know that I always get a feeling in my stomach, when I know deep down that something that is wrong, and I need to stick with it, and trust it. I need to stand up and fight for what is needed, and no matter who tells me, or any other person, that their fight is in vain, or does not matter, or will not make any difference in the long-run, or something along the lines of "so why not just forget about it", I need to remember why this is so important to me in the first place. I need to remember who I am, and what I am really capable of.

This is kind of breaking my heart, and its terrible, because I don't want to be so terrified of talking to him about this. I know that I buckle every time we talk about it because I don't want to seem too... I don't know, crazy, or pushy I guess. It feels like no matter how sweetly I try to speak on this, he gets offended and fights every tiny detail, and I'm really scared that I wont have a good explanation for every question he shoots at me to trip me up... It honestly doesn't help that I have been feeling so inarticulate lately, and like a say everything in the wrong way... It seriously adds to the pressure that I am feeling.

If you are so afraid of a name, that you would turn away all that the good that it could potentially stand for, then that is one of the exact reason of why we need this name. The negative connotations that come along with it, are proof that it needs to exist.

I love him so so so much, I just cannot see the logic in any of this.

I'd say I'm really sorry, but I don't know if anyone had the patience to read all of that, which would mean nothing to anyone but me.. xD

If you did, intense brownie points from me lol
  • Listening to: The Kills
  • Reading: SCIENCE TEXTBOOOK
  • Watching: Physics
  • Playing: Electricity
  • Eating: Bio
  • Drinking: Chemistry

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